When we reach Saturday, if I can keep it up, I will have done my version of running (the closest I’ve ever gotten to it), for a full week. I will always have to wear a knee brace, that is unavoidable, and I may never run like those running groups you used to see all over town who ran from bar to bar, but I’m plugging away at it. Today I traveled some of that beautiful greenway space, specifically the Little Rock Trail, and the Walnut Creek Wetlands. It is easy to forget how beautiful open, wooded space can be when you live in the city. We are so lucky to have the greenway.
If you haven’t been to the Wetland part yet, I encourage you to. It is so full of life. Below is a mother duck and her little babies that I watched for a while. When I first saw them, they were right under the bridge I was running across, and swam away as I came closer. It was magical. Bring the kids, you might see something cool.
I have noticed something, and I don’t know if this happens to any of y’all, but do you find yourself starving after a run? I ate a little something before I left, but I was out for a solid 2 1/2 hours, and when I got home, I was ravenous. It was like that the day before, and the day before that. Actually, truth be told, I’ve been that way every time I finish a run. I peel off clothes, hop in the shower, drink water, and my stomach is grumbling. I start making dinner, and for the past few days, it’s been “the quickest thing I can make”. Where I was taking all manner of hours to create masterpiece dinners, now I’m like “pasta sounds great”. I think that if I continue to do this in the evenings, I’m going to have to prep anything that needs a lot of prep before I leave the house, and have it all ready for cooking when I return, because I return like a starving animal.
Below is what my phone has been charting each day. One of the disadvantages of the “Health” app in iPhones is that it only works when the phone is in your pocket or hand. It doesn’t track any steps you take without the phone (unlike a fitbit), but I don’t really have to know about how many steps I trudge through the yard or the house, I’m tracking the running. Below is a screenshot of the amount of miles I’ve gone per day.
I’m so pleased! I have always admired all of those running and walking people who I’ve seen my whole life while driving. I have always thought “Now there’s a person who has their shit together”. I’ve typically seen it as some sort of mark of adult success. Anyone who does that shit at 5-7 am is seen in my book as “The Ultimate Adult”. I still don’t see myself being that person any time soon, because I only see 5 am because I’m still awake at 5 am, however, there are PLENTY of evening runners, and I feel proud to be among them.
It’s funny, the things we perceive as “successful” when we’re young. There are a lot of things I am today that would have blown 20 year old me’s MIND. Mid-twenties me could have never conceived of owning a house, much less two houses; it was almost too much to hope for, and yet, that shit has happened. Early 20’s me thought that being the bartender was an ultimate goal, and being the manager of a restaurant was more than I could have ever hoped for, and those things have happened; come and gone in an adult lifetime. There are tons of things that I’ve done that High School me would have not even believed, but funny story, as a middle aged woman, I still measured “success” by “Do you ever think I could be one of those running people?” It feels all responsible, like talking about “mortgages”, “salaries”, and “the stock market”- shit that you overhear when you’re 10, don’t know what it is, are bored, but somehow you know, those are grown up adult things.
In a sentence, running kind of feels like adopting your first dog. Now you have something in common with “the normals”, something that shows responsibility and adulthood. I guess tomorrow I should take the dog running.